Updated: Mar 18
2020 was certainly an eye-opening experience, as was 2021. 2021 was spent healing, growing, fine-tuning my gifts and getting in touch with my inner-being. I went within, cutting contact with family, friends and acquaintances, to remove all distractions to find out what makes me tick.
I prayed and meditated for patience, knowledge, wisdom, discernment, temperance and strength. I took the time to fine-tune my skills and offered assistance to those with fertility issues, drug addiction, depression, anxiety and a host of other ailments. I cleared and balanced Chakras and energy and shared the knowledge with people of how to do these things for themselves, teaching them how to find balance in their lives.
It is now March 2022, in spite of the pandemic and personal losses incurred, I am grateful for the past couple of years. With time to hear myself think while working from home, I began practicing Qigong, meditated more, learned energetic breathing and practiced mindfulness. Now, I balance my energy and I share unconditional love with everyone I am blessed to come in contact with on a daily basis.
I have met and worked with well over 300 people from all walks of life, helping them shake this empty illusion of existence, based on consumption and greed. I taught them to take off their masks of deception to change their lives for the better and to look closer at the masks the people were wearing that they allowed in their lives. I taught them how to discern the types of masks others were wearing – most of which projected external success – but in reality, these people were feeling empty and unsettled inside – looking for light beings to attach themselves to in order to mine their positive energy.
I showed them what to look for and how to determine if an acquaintance, friend or family member was an energy vampire or had negative attachments. In short, I taught them how to protect themselves against negative entities and transmute energy. I worked with them, teaching them to look within to find their joy and shared ways to start really enjoying and appreciating life.
I am a Healer, a Shaman, a Medicine Woman. I share love and send positive energy to everyone. Those who are nice and humble, as well as those who are chaotic and dramatic. I send and share with everyone, unconditional love and light.
I chuckle at the looks of astonishment and shock on the faces of others who truly don’t believe that I can be so open and loving, in spite of all that’s going on in the world. I have deescalated violent situations and calmed racial tensions - all with pure, simple, love. Some see this as a weakness, but I have the inner knowing that this is a strength that is not bestowed on the faint of heart. Still others see it as wasted energy – that I will be chewed up and spit out by this cold, cold world for being so naïve. It hasn’t happened yet – and I have come to learn that my spiritual team is front and center with my protection and don’t allow for nonsense while I’m doing my life’s work.
I have cut ties with people and acquaintances who loved my energy and good heart. Those who took and did not reciprocate by giving 50/50 to the relationship or friendship. Some of these people continue to call or stop by even after I have explained the reason I will no longer make room for them in my life. I don’t respond, nor give my energy or attention to them anymore.
Some get really angry and upset and want to ‘tell me about myself.’ But hey, you can’t tell me about what you don’t know! Every day I’m finding out wonderful traits, gifts and skills that I have that were locked away, untapped because of the daily distractions I allowed in my life. I don’t fully know me, so why would I give energy to someone who claims they have me figured out who hasn’t even taken the time to get to know themselves? Who comes with negativity to a positive space? It’s like bringing a knife to a gunfight!
The way I see it, now, more than ever, the world needs love. I choose to share my love with those who understand the importance of nurturing a relationship or friendship. Those who wish to ride on my coattails are met with a firm ‘NO’, sent love and light and released to go on their journey, which does not include me.
The joy, contentment and peace I find myself experiencing now, sometimes brings me to tears. That fact that I had ALL of this inside and untapped for so long, is nothing short of a miracle! I am forever grateful and appreciative for this journey. It is truly amazing and I can’t wait to see what the next chapter has to offer.